That moment of awareness when you first wake up
a tingling in your head
you think to yourself damnit its tooo early for a migraine!
Your realize its not so much a pounding
a flow of release
yes! its the seratonin seeping into the tiny crevices of my brain
clearing the fog of self loathing and demise
shining a light on what rational emotions actually feel like
a calm without a storm and a wind that knocks you to your feet
to wake up to a new day!
damn! it feels good to feel like me again.